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| evaleucien |
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havent had a sleepin for a while....only had one today because i couldnt sleep last night, lucky there was some good shit on rage...flaming lips through to hendrix. rinnys fine after his vommiting episode....apparently friends dog had been throwing up earlier....rinny probably recycled it as dogs are prone to do. the new lamb has lasted nearly a week without being foxed...certainly unexpected...but good......as opposed to bad unexpected.....that what rips ones heart out and leaves no recourse for closure.....some call it cowardice.......i call it frunobulax.
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| Posted: Sun Oct 25, 2009 4:28 pm Post subject: |
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well, at about 10am this morning my phone pulled an infant at ashburton station, didnt fare as fortuitously. Life is pain
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| evaleucien |
| Posted: Sun Oct 25, 2009 5:09 pm Post subject: |
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did it grow wheels and roll onto the track? or was it fumbled on the wing and ended up over the lines? was a lucky kid last week though....sorta got me thinking i need to keep my ear out for an express....only if i feel the need to catch the train though.
bad luck about the phone dude....hopefully it was quick. i agree....life is pain.
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| evaleucien |
| Posted: Sun Oct 25, 2009 10:53 pm Post subject: |
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it seems sleepins arent good for finding sleep at the right time...damn emotional turmoil and circadium rhythms...trying for an afd....spose in theory i could crack one to get me to sleep after midnight and i still would have had an alcohol free day on sunday.....not for lack of beer....still got some of the stubbyholder slab left and i bought another with a bbq apron....so lots of beer......you gotta love that! couple of shots of sambuca is an excellent sleep aid....but sadly....i have not any.
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| evaleucien |
| Posted: Mon Oct 26, 2009 8:18 pm Post subject: |
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sambuca problem sorted.....if only they were all that easy. any ideas on how to unmince a heart? i keep revolving back to mince the body to make it match. my heart used to be so fair and brave.....now its busted flat in baton rouge....waiting for a train....
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| Posted: Fri Oct 30, 2009 8:58 pm Post subject: |
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....feeling near as faded as my jeans....
is it possible to get tear ducts removed? sick to death(well nearly...) of crying. its like groundhog day. relentless. if only the prick would tell me what the fucks going on! if its over then return the keys,hat and book...and go fuck someone else over as you crawl over others to improve your own situation....cunt!!! spose if your a prick and a cunt....(if you cant love the one your with) go fuck yourself!!!
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| evaleucien |
| Posted: Mon Nov 02, 2009 7:46 pm Post subject: |
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you would think things would get easier with time....but theres always something there to remind me....limbo is a dangerous place....is neither here nor there.....just existing through lack of courage not to.....if i could i would sell up and fuck off to guatamala with mcdougall...but that would mean selling all the critters.....and its not their ignorant lack of loyalty that has set my world asunder....they are kind honest folk....and they need consideration and empathy. the fact that some end up as home grown meat is far more favourable to commercially grown, shed bound pigs and chopper dairy cows (culls).
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| Posted: Thu Nov 05, 2009 8:43 pm Post subject: |
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lessons learnt
hearts burnt
walk away
price to pay?
anothers grief
in disbelief
of situation
contradiction
at last
i see
you really
i loved dearly
but you?
who knew?
i didnt!
fucking cunt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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had a lovely dinner in lygon st on sunday night....helped a friend take a fridge and washing machine down to her rental in neill st. wandered up to lygon at 10.15pm....found a nice place still open and willing to feed us...had a few boags, calamari and then lasagne....made from pork mince...it even had layers of ham with the pasta....fucking yummy! then we mosied on back to the attic. i drove her ute and trailer back yesterday am and she stayed down there for chemo and will come back on the train today. was refreshing....not restful. even managed to sign up to a ngo in morwell to go on their books as respite carer on the way home. all the critters are happy....wish i could be.
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nothing like getting home from work at 9.30pm to find your cows on the road to get an adrenaline rush! sorted though....theyre all pretty quiet and know where the gate is. attempting to download itunes....only 10 hours and 5 minutes to go! i feel so worn, bewildered and restless....with no way to reconcile my greif...no closure...if thats what it is......just lack of concern.. and lies...and maybe even infidelity...but he hasnt the balls to admit to that one anyway...even if it is the case....hey...fuck you spotty.....your behaviour makes me wish i didnt care for 14 years....you sure made the most out of my time didnt you. leaving me with nothing but a morgage and empty promises and a few full drums of dodgy tanning solutions......not bad for an effluent plant operator and a responsible chemical user. obviously your hypocrisy knows no bounds either!
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